Violent fever dance of tears
Disbeliever all these years
Cling to what was faltering
Deny every offering
Lay there wasted black-out eyes
Moonshine tasted my demise
Have a drink of my despair
Sit in the electric chair
I tried to be myself and love you
I tried to be myself and care
I tried to be myself and suffer
Through everything when you weren't there
I tried to be myself and listen
I tried to be myself and learn
I tried to be myself and suffer
When I could not feel your concern
Song of villains cry your name
Penicillin in your veins
Silent, I can't hear your prayer
Void of feeling unaware
Shapeless phantom set in stone
Riddled anthem, brittle bones
Hold my beast in disrepair
Spiteful demon love affair
I tried to be myself and love you
I tried to be myself and care
I tried to be myself and suffer
Through everything when you weren't there
I tried to be myself and listen
I tried to be myself and learn
I tried to be myself and suffer
When I could not feel your concern
I tried to be myself
I tried to be myself
I tried to be myself
I tried to be myself
Violent fever dance of tears
Disbeliever all these years
Cling to what was faltering
Deny every offering
Lay there wasted black-out eyes
Moonshine tasted my demise
Have a drink of my despair
Sit in the electric chair
I tried to be myself and care
I tried to be myself and suffer
Through everything when you weren't there
I tried to be myself and listen
I tried to be myself and learn
I tried to be myself and suffer
When I could not feel your concern
I tried to be myself and love you
I tried to be myself and care
I tried to be myself and suffer
Through everything when you weren't there
I tried to be myself and listen
I tried to be myself and learn
I tried to be myself and suffer
When I could not feel your concern
I tried to be myself
I tried to be myself
I tried to be myself
I tried to be myself
